Hindsight

One of the best and worst days of my 20-year life. A part of me felt a certain loss while another was scheming a plan in order to improve herself. One part felt hopeless while another knew exactly what was happening and what must be done. 

I am calm. It took a bit of darkness for me to see the light. Literally when I was lying down on my bed, headphones on, staring into the dark, everything came to me. The answers were sitting there staring at me the entire time but I kept overlooking them. It was so hard to focus today. A thousand thoughts running through my head. 

I know what to do now. It was just coincidence all this had to happen on Friday 13. But I'm glad it's over.